cool, cold

At first, it was cool to be cold. I mean the weather. It soft of like living in winter. My life was, getting up every morning and had a real cold bath. Real cold kind. That kind that will make people jumping dancing in the bathroom. But I take it like a MAN. My inner voice saying, "Cheh, this is not cold la." In fact, I really can take it. No problem. Another "sap sap sui" labeled. There I went on to do all big MAN do. Push up. See, you just have to proof it. I do gain some "mass". You'll see. So guess what, I get rid of cold from bath in just a minute. Feel great. Feel really great.

So I went to work. There, my office is having winter too. Everyone wrapped in jackets and stuffs. Sometimes I wonder those mouse' click sound is from the mouse itself or their teeth's. Sometimes it's rain sometimes sunny outside. Who cares? We're just in winter anyway. All these weeks God knows why, is raining all the time. I feel cold wherever I went. Be it in the bus or LRT. Be it in church or walking down the road. But today's different.

My joker Malay colleague next to me fall sick. Head is heavy and dizzy. Didn't talk much. In my mind, "Haih, so un-cool. See! didn't take care of himself. Must be a man ma." But after lunch hour, I began to see 4 monitors in front of me. Wow, that's cool. But in 2 seconds later it went back to 2. I then turn to my already dead colleague said, "Man... I feel you man..." "What happen?" "I think I jatuh sakit (fall sick)." "Hahaha! Cool man!" I suddenly wanna jump up and beat him up. But I feel so sorry that I judge my brother early on. Sorry, man.

Now, I don't feel great. My head will explode soon. It was my mistake to push up after the cold bath. And you, take my advice. Don' t simply do that.