sun calls

Is morning. Woke up hours ago am still pounding from the rough days I had. Going home is such a pitiful desire every day, nowadays.

I remember a conversation I had with a friend while we going home. Just realized she changed her course. She was planning carefully and all the deep thoughts went into just wanted to get into the right course. Yet, she felt it is not what she wants. I’m glad she learns a truth real quick. We can’t predict tomorrow, we’re just going with our best. At least, she is happier now and goes easy with these. Strip away from stress.

Probably Asian’s culture tailor us to not make mistake. Too careful, over protected. I hope you are not. I figure years ago that this will not work. And this leads me to remember of Steve Jobs’ commencement address at Stanford. Click the link here and watch it without distraction. I had my dose of encouragement when I first watch it.

I just come to realizes that the bar line for tiredness is when you’re in autopilot mode. Everything goes as it… erm… goes. Not really contend for the outcome. Maybe you did try, but probably you aren’t conscious about all the details one after one. Or says, you just aren’t fighting.

Hope I can see the sun today. It’s been a rain-day yesterday. That bright ray of morning light always has a way to pump strength into my veins. It always tells me it is a brand new day.